On First Boyfriend and First Love

Most of us don't end up with our first boyfriend or girlfriend. And sometimes your first bf is not your first love. And you're not even sure if your first love will be the person you'll be spending the rest of your life with.

We have different reasons or stories on how we met our first bf/gf. Most of us get into this mag-'on' thing when we are teenagers. Raging hormones, peer pressure etcetera. But for me it was more on wanting to try what it's like. I thought I was the only person who had this reason. I was chatting with a friend last night and I realized we share a similar situation. John was in college and he never had a girlfriend. And then there is an available girl on the line who seems ready for a relationship. After the text-court setup which was (or is still) uso and easiest courting means, they were already a pair after a couple of weeks. And 5 months later, they broke up. It would be lucky if the two clicked and shared the same interests.

Usually, when we just wanted to test the waters, we immediatey jump into a relationship without even thinking. Are we compatible? How long have I known her? Can I stand her habits and accept some of her not-so good attitudes? And when all your patience ran out and realized you aren't inlove with her, it's dee end for the two of you..

I wasn't hurt when I broke up with my first boyfriend. We met in a restau. He was sitting in another table and before he left, he dropped a paper on my bag with his number. And the adventurous and naughty girl that I am, texted him. Eventually we met and dated. And we became a 'couple'. After 3 months goodbye Carlo, I haven't heard from him. You see, there is really a very very big drawback when you have not known the person for quite some time. We don't even have a common friend and I never met anyone from his side.

Partly, it was my fault - but being the hopeless romantic girl... tsk. I thought I was inlove when I kissed him. and now I just realize that I was not excited to kiss him but I was looking forward to experience kissing a guy. EW!

I must admit it's so hard for me to write this. It's not that I am not over him but nandidiri ako with that experience. Talking about "I want to try what it's like" Oh well, got to learn from this experience - and I learned a lot!Hopefully, not all of you went through the way I did. I did not regret it. Im happy with my present bf - my second BUT my first love.