is he still crazy for me?
maybe not anymore. does he still love me the way he loved me 2 years and 10 months ago?
he is busy. that's what he always say. and he added that even if he does not have the time to call me or text me, it does not mean he is not thinking about me.
i can tolerate that. but... but not all the time. have i ended up being the last thing in his to do list?
i am not asking to be his priority. i know he is young, has a career, he has his family.. but please.. can he at least sometimes make it up for me?
and i really appreciated all those stuff we did together.. but still, i didn't feel i had his attention completely.
last saturday, after watching the opera, i wanted to stay with him the entire night, but he said we can't. his brother is sleeping at his place. so before he left, i thought we agreed that ill go to his place in pasig on sunday. but you know what he did? he went home to antipolo.. i was so upset.
doesn't he want to spend more time with me? he reasoned that he was just tired and wanted to relax. he'll just get bored in pasig because his tv is broken. what a good reason.. (noot)
i dont think i am just overly whining about the situation. it's just that i don't feel he wants to spend time with me anymore. so just a 5-hour 'date' is enough? and to think we have not seen each other for 6 days. and for all those 6 days, we rarely talk. either he's late for work (so we cant have a morning chat) or he is too tired in the evening and is already sleeping before i can even call him.
what happened to him? am i expecting too much from him? am i asking a lot from him?
i told him what i felt. and he thought that i don't understand him. and after some exhange of messages, here's what he told me: "you are being childish. go look for someone older and maybe they can help me to make everthing clear."
WOW.. well,, i just realized just now.. yeah..maybe i really need to look for someone.. maybe someone new..
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