Who Wants to Marry me?

Oh yes, im turning 24 this Sunday. One year older, and I am stuck - with a mediocre career, unchallenging lovelife (sometimes Im looking for a drama in this aspect of my life), renting a small condo with my friend. with no car, and with little savings, I think I am not yet ready to say goodbye to my bachelorettehood.

With constant increase of oil's price, Promil and EQ diapers are soo expensive nowadays! I want to make sure my baby will be healthy and comfortable and of course, will have a nice future!

My salary is not enough and even my boyfriend's (im earning more than he does). But I am happy that I see him as a hardworking man. Although I hear his constant complaints. haha

having a baby requires major planning - baby's needs, his future - a private school, and a good university. Not only the money is the issue here. But time. I just don't want to leave my baby with her nanny that I won't be able to hear her first words and see her first step. I want to be a hands-on mom. But would that be possible if I resign from work and be 100% housewife! I dont want to be idle. An idle wife is a jealous wife, right?

I thought 26 or 27 will be my ideal age of settling down. But guess what, I have to delay marching down that aisle... not unless if I meet a gorgeous rich guy who will marry a not-so so girl.

Bye for now, I have to look for one.